It's SO hard to believe that this precious boy will be TWO in about a month...
...or is it?
I found this picture tonight while I was doing a "digital camera dump" and couldn't believe what I saw! Austin looks so grown up and mature and just look at that look he's giving the camera... When did my sweet, chubby baby turn into such a handsome little boy?
When I was pregnant, everyone told me to take in every moment because babies grow up so fast. I didn't believe it until I saw it. I feel like next week I'll be taking Austin to his first day of elementary school...and then by next month he'll be driving...
I don't know if it's because I'm reliving some of Austin's baby moments through Owen, if it's this big 2nd birthday coming up, or if I'm just overly hormonal right now, but I can't stop myself from thinking about the day when my boys grow up, get married, and move away. It brings me to tears every time! On the way to Wal-Mart this morning, I heard that country song come on the radio "Letters From Home." It's about a guy in the military who receives letters from his loved ones back home, and as I was listening I just started to bawl. I couldn't stop myself from thinking about the day Austin and Owen will be old enough to make the decision to possibly join the military. I just don't think I could handle it!!!
I remember when Austin was born I couldn't wait for him to grow up, learn to sit, crawl, walk, talk...I feel like I didn't savor those precious moments when he was still so little and now I can never get them back. As much as I have loved watching him over the past (almost) 2 years, I'd go back to October 15, 2008 in a second and do it all over again if I could!
Wouldn't it be great if children came with remotes? I'd use the heck out of those rewind and pause buttons! Ok, I'd use the fast forward too, probably around 4pm on a Monday afternoon or when we're at Target and Austin's throwing himself on the floor because I'm making him get in the cart....but you know, just in those certain 'rare' occasions. ;-)
West Fork Park | Green Township, OH | Cincinnati
6 years ago